about my school appil to go in form 1

After a month, I haven been going back to school i kept on wondering about my friends. I really miss them alot, is like i am all alone now. when the appil results came out i called my friends most of them got in chs. they were all chearing but in my heart, I was very worried because I went and call the school and they told me that they lost my appil result paper. Then, I kept on asking them to check again and again but they still can't find for it. The next day, I went to the school to check again with them. they showed me the appil results paper. It does not show which school i was going to go in next year. After that my mum and I went to the aducation deparment to ask.We went in to see the officer but she said that chs was aready very full there is no more places. So we gave up. My mum decided to send me to bukit bintang. I was feeling very sad because I can't be with my best friends in chs. I hope we can still keep in touch with them.